Just don't know where it is heading anymore. He still wants to party like a bachelor. He is just not ready for me. 32?? What the hell...really just a number only.

I really think we are drifting apart. Marriage?? Just not going to happen. I am starting to have doubts already....

Shisha?? Party?? Just too much for me. Then what about me?? Where do I come in?? He even made fun of my believes. That was a little way over the limit already. It is like so wrong to go dinner with my friends or family???